Broken Mirror

Broken mirror,On my wall

Tell me I’m ugly,Or nothing at all

I can’t take the sight,And neither can you

To both of us,It’s nothing new

My hand reaches the glass,It shatters on the floor

I throw that vase,Against the broken door

Blood all over my hands,I’ve only just begun

Fuck the tears,Pity…I want none

I know I’m ugly,Both inside and out

But I’m not a drama queen,That’s gonna scream and shout

I’d rather crash these mirrors,That reflects my ugly face

I’d rather have the pain,That sets me in my place

I don’t put on an act,Around everyone I see

If I acted like someone else,Then I really wouldn’t be me

Burning of these pictures,I light them up in flames

If you had these memories,I know you’d do the same

Everything is broken,I stare out on my mess

This is what happens,When put under so much stress

How the fuck else,Was I expected to feel?

I’m sorry to disappoint you,But this is how I deal

At least I’m not dead,Another suicidal teen

Look upon this room,And you’ll see what I mean

LAURA'S

I Wish I Were an Angel

I wish I were an angel

I’d send my spirit free.

No longer haunted

By clouds of misery.

Only then would I be pretty

Only then would I be known

Only then would I be safe

Then I wouldn’t be alone.

Let me grow my wings

Let me be alive

Let me fly away

Let me take this dive

I’m flying away

Happy as can be

When suddenly I know

Something’s wrong with me

I’m not flying anymore

But falling towards the ground

Screaming all the time

But never making a sound

My wings were sewn on

The thread tore away

My wings ripped out painfully

The sky is turning gray.

No longer an angel

No longer anything real

Nothing but a shadow

Nothing left to feel

I wish I were an angel

I wish I had my wings

Now, I’m just a shadow

Nothing in my veins.

SAM'S

Never Felt So Alone

I sit and cry in the dark and the cold

Darkness now seems to have its hold

I’m bleeding and bleeding but no one is near me

I’m screaming and screaming but no one can hear me

The blood is dripping, but no one is there

I’m dropping, falling into nowhere

The friends are liars, they fuck with my head

This is the point where I wish I were dead

They promise they won’t hurt me anymore

But they fuck me over, just like before

The vein is broken all the way through

You’re not here, I really need you

You weren’t there when the tears spilled from my eyes

You weren’t there when I bled and cried

Support was all I ever could have wanted

I’m invisible, I feel like I’m haunted

I can’t stand to look at you again

You promised you’d help and it would end

But it got worse, you didn’t help at all

You were only there to see me fall

My sadness is all I seem to own

Here, I’ve never felt so alone.

Sam's